As a young student I did not attend any Islamic school but rather I am reading Islamic books. Why is Islamic book is much harder to grasp compare to Textbooks, how to really grasp what I read in Islamic book?

There are some good sources on If you have difficulty following along Islamic books, I recommend you look into lectures and classes. There are several online Hawzas. They would be beneficial for you. For example, offers English classes that you can follow along.