Reading Quran and prayer and patience for me, even though I understand it, is boring. Why is everything haram compelling and everything halal so dull. When I sin it’s delusion and then I fall back into depression. When I repent and pray I get so bored and I fall back into sin. What can I do?

1- See the beauty of obedience and Qur’an. Study the Qur’an to see it’s beautiful meanings then read a few verses. Make your Salat meaningful:

https://youtu.be/kPZNe_EG9nE

2- Eat less. Visit the sick more often. Visit an orphanage.

3- Remember when we become dust in the grave. Everything will end except our deeds.