Can you please recommend me some books regarding finding oneself? Or how to become closer to God? And also what God loves and such? Something with the views of ahlulbayt in english please and somewhere I can purchase them. Even just give me some names please.

I recommend the following books:

Between Lake and Sea
https://www.amazon.com/dp/1943393435?tag=0101fd-20

Spirituality
https://www.amazon.com/dp/1943393915?tag=0101fd-20