I am getting bad thoughts for everyone and I am not able to control my brain of thinking what should I do. I didnt even cried on 10th Moharram because of all the bad thoughts running in my brain. This is first time I am thinking too much. What should I do now?

We should occupy ourselves with our own faults and this will keep us busy from thinking bad about others.

In majalis strive to think solely about the topic of the majlis and about the personalities of Ahl uk Bayt (as). Remove yourself from the worldly distractions for this time and dedicate that time solely to seeking the pleasure of Allah.