I will pray for you and ask Allah to lift you from this sad and depressed state. Some suggestions:
1- Tell your husband: if you are a believer and fear Allah then take me under your wing. Treat me well. Show me the Akhlaaq of the Prophet (s) and Imams (a). Motivate me through positive ways, not by putting me down.
2- To deal with depression I recommend seeing the following:
3- Trying showing him more love so that hopefully he reciprocates and shows you more love.