I failed in fullfilling my passion although I prayed a lot to Allah (SWT) that I had throughout my life after trying my best but now I dont have any chance to fullfill it and because of it I am still broken hearted. I feel weak and not at peace, it always revives in my mind and make me sad .
I want some thing that can make me at peace and I want to get rid of this mental pain.

But it may well be that you hate a thing the while it is good for you, and it may well be that you love a thing the while it is bad for you: and God knows, whereas you do not know'

وَعَسَىٰ أَن تَكْرَهُوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ خَيْرٌ لَّكُمْ وَعَسَىٰ أَن تُحِبُّوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ شَرٌّ لَّكُمْ وَاللَّهُ يَعْلَمُ وَأَنتُمْ لَا تَعْلَمُونَ