I have two grown up boys. I am divorced from their dad, this happened when they were very young. Prior to this marriage I was forced to marry a cousin. I requested a divorce immediately which I got. Then I married my boys dad, my heart was not in it but I married him as I wanted children. Unfortunately it didn’t work out so I got divorced. I was a single parent for a very long time but still wanted a life partner. I then got married to someone of my choice but he divorced me within a year. Then a year ago I again got married and he has lost interest and does not want to be with me. I’m feeling so hurt and don’t understand why I am longing for a life partner even after all my experience. I pray Allah removes the longing in my heart for a partner as this is something I have always had in my heart since I was young, yet everytime I got a partner things have always turned against me.