I learned about Shiism from a young age and I was never taught about the Quran and Ahlul Bayt. I was only 16 years old and my house hold was Sunni so when I told my family they started yelling at me. I got uncomfortable and ever since that experience i’ve changed. I became insecure, lonely, sad and isolated. I would put on a fake personality in front of my friends and family. It is so severe to the point where I lost my friends because I wouldn’t want to talk and I would become isolated. I obviously finished high school, college but I’m so isolated that I just stay in my room most of the day. I love Allah and Ahlulbayt. The problem is that I was never able to practice what they taught, in fact, I don’t know what those practices are. I know what the Quran is. I was never given guidance when I figured out the truth of the Ahlulbayt. All I was given was negativity which discouraged me and put me in a state of isolation that drove me away from societal obligations.