I’ve been delayed my salah lately because I’ve had a issue with how I view Allah(swt). I don’t want to pray because I would burn in hell fire if I don’t pray. I also don’t want to pray because I want to get rewarded(even though it would be nice to be rewarded). I don’t want to pray like a transaction for reward.I want to pray because I want Allah(swt) to be pleased with me that I’m glorifying him and purifying myself.
Prayer and every obligation we fulfill must be about obedience first and foremost. Thus, even if you have these feelings you will still pray and simultaneously work on creating sincerity and love for Allah to make the prayer more meaningful