Muje kal hi ek ladka paida hua hai. Mai humesha se sunta aya hun ke maa baap apni aulad ko hadd se zada pyar karte hain aur yeh mohobat qudrati hoti hai. Lekin mere sath ekdum ajeeb chiz hui he. Muje apne bete ki taraf koi attachment nahi hora he. Mai ye ni kehra ke muje usse nafrat mehsus hori hai. Lekin aulad ki mohobbat mere dil me ni aari. Agar isska jawab ye he ke istegfaar kariye , to mai ye kahunga ke ek sharabi juwari jo bhot gunhegar he jab usko apne baccho se mohobat rehti he to muje qyu nhi. Kya aisa hai ke jaise jaise bacha bada hoga mere dil me uske liye pyar dhire dhire ata rahega? Please advise

Aap ne jawab de diya hy jayse jayse voh bada hoga uoos ka andaj aur bilakna vaghayra hoga to aap ke dil me ehsas zyada badhega.