Reading Quran and prayer and patience for me even though I understand it is boring. Why is everything haram compelling and everything halal so dull. When I sin it’s delusion and they I fall back into depression. When I repent and pray I get so bored and I fall back into sin.

Sinful acts are tempting because it is the tool that shaytan uses to reduce us to our most basic tendencies. Thus, rather than ascend by shedding the worldly desires, we become seduced by them