Recently I've been going full force in trying to be a Mo'min. My Journey started while living alone. There was no one but myself to pull down. Now that I'm with my family again, I feel a loss of spirituality. My mom is emotional, and my dad is very logical and aggressive. My father insults my mom infront of all the children and apologies in secret. Anyways, when they are mad at each other my mom has a tendency to get mad at us for no real reason. When I first came back she mocked me for being religious. I too have a tendency to get angry. And I feel as though she trys to make me angry. I need some practical steps to correct myself.

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When you make the decision to become a better person, Allah increases the trial to see your resolve.
How can one claim to be a believer and not be tested? The better you become the harder your test.

أَحَسِبَ النَّاسُ أَن يُتْرَكُوا أَن يَقُولُوا آمَنَّا وَهُمْ لَا يُفْتَنُونَ

Do men think that they will be left alone on saying, We believe, and not be tried? (29:2)

1. Dua, ask Allah for assistance every morning after prayers.
2. Recite the Quran from the text
3. Don’t do many public displays of faith in front of your parents.
4. Nobody is perfect we all fluctuate, so you will fall, just pick yourself up again and start over.