When you make the decision to become a better person, Allah increases the trial to see your resolve.
How can one claim to be a believer and not be tested? The better you become the harder your test.
أَحَسِبَ النَّاسُ أَن يُتْرَكُوا أَن يَقُولُوا آمَنَّا وَهُمْ لَا يُفْتَنُونَ
Do men think that they will be left alone on saying, We believe, and not be tried? (29:2)
1. Dua, ask Allah for assistance every morning after prayers.
2. Recite the Quran from the text
3. Don’t do many public displays of faith in front of your parents.
4. Nobody is perfect we all fluctuate, so you will fall, just pick yourself up again and start over.